Day 1

I have a wild and crazy goal to lose 60 lbs by the time I graduate in Dec. I know that this is alot expect, but right now I need to dream big. I have a 100+/-days to do this and I am sure I can do it ( okay maybe not.. sure but I want to be sure). I work arms out with Gloria this morning then squeezed in 30 min of extra cardio on my lunch break. Now on to the biggest struggle, of all eating... I know everything there is to know about eating right yet I do not have enough freaking self control to do it. I need to take this one day at a time with small victories, Donna a lady from the gym really enocuraged me today and I feel like we are going to make it there, together. I am running/walking 3 miles after work than going to class hopefully I will stay awake... I will let you know how the food goes tomorrow morning.

Introduction-Playing Catch Up

Lately, I have been feeling a bit lost and out of place. My bioenergist says my adrenal glands are not happy with me. The elements of fantasy once in my life are no longer present due to the time constraints reality consumes, is this why I feel so lost? Because I do not have time to get lost in my thoughts like I once did, I hope by blogging I can channel some of this fantasy and escape from reality. I also got an inkling to go to a used bookstore in Hickory, I had never been to I picked up a book by James Patterson about a young girl and her imaginary friend I have read 28 chapters in less than 12 hrs, and can I just say I feel a little more relaxed. Our imagination is a gift from God, crazy to think He intended it for some to take the stresses of reality off our minds. This is amazing, maybe I am just over analyzing it because I have been so out of touch with my imagination but how cool is it that God gave us this gift...